Today...

Today was one of the all around best days I have had in a while. Alot of my energy over the past couple of weeks has been taken over by Amelia's naps - or lack thereof. Everyday, I spent "nap time" waiting for her to come out of her room or trying to shush her meltdowns before she woke up Leo, unsuccessfully most of the time. In the end, we decided to cut Amelia's naps because the cost of ulcer-removing surgery just seemed to outweigh any benefits of a possible two hours to myself. Now, while Leo is sleeping, we fold laundry, play quietly and do whatever else needs to be done around the house. Amelia knows that I need time too and has been very respectful of that. I finally feel free to do my own stuff during that time, there is such a weight lifted off of me - and from Amelia too. I feel like I have my sweet little girl back again and I love the extra time we have together.